what about now ~

haluuuuuuuuuuu a week that i'm become older....

so many thing in my head dear all that can't discribe in word just let in keep save in my mind..

herm this is what people call life is short so make it sweet memory....but me life just like weather sometime Heavy Rain sometimes Storm Sometimes when the rain can changed into Rainbow but how long it will bocome Rainbow...huhuhuhu betapa susah kita nak puaskan hati org kan......

tp dptkah org puaskan hati kita mcm kita dah puaskan hati org.....mmg kehidupan penuh dgn mcm Flovour @ Perisa.....ada manis , pahit , masam , kelat , masin......huhuuh for me what ever it is just live in your World dear.....coz nothing can hold U back if U realy want it.....

so the good friend is Myself...sound like selfish kan kan kan.....but sometimes U must come 1st then ever....but people alway's said Sharing is caring so what to do?? How to do??? just many thing's can happen in many day's minute second.....just one clik so just pray for God Allah insyallah Ur alway's on Ur way .....Amin......

My Tear's

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku....

Ampun kanlah dosa ku sekiranya aku yg bersalah & kau Ampunkan lah dosa ayah ku sekira nya dia yg bersalah...........dear My Soul apalah musibah yg melanda diriku, ayah mintak duit beli rokok sedangkan aku hanya tgl duit utk membeli beras....sudah lah duit tu pun minta dgn My LOve...

bila aku tgk dia mintak duit dgn adik ku , aku ada rm12 lg tgl dlm purse..rm10 utk isi myk keta...

ku hulurkan duit rm1 tambah beli rokok dia tepis tn aku lalu berkata " Ssh na nak mintakk duit dgn ktk org tok"....ya Allah alangkah tersentap nya hati ku mendengar,bkn aku Xnak memberi tp duit yg aku ada pun utk membeli beras utk mknan di umah....aku kah berdosa kerana krg ajar bila aku bgtahu bkn2 aku suka2 Xnak memberi kalau aku ada mmg akan ku beri.....tp ini itu saja yg aku ada buat ms nie sdgkan gaji ku yg bersih nya Xsampai pun 1K..

haiyo sedih hati aku bila di tuduh kurang ajar aku hanya ingin menegak apa yg betul apa yg sebenar2-benarnya berlaku semuanya ada alasan & sebab nya....Everything got their reason... apalah dosa hamba mu ya Allah bila di katakan aku lah anak derhaka gara-gara aku hanya ingin bersuara memberitahu apa aku guna duit ku hanya kerana ingin membeli beras utk keluarga ku mkn......haaaaaaaaaaaaaa buntu aku memikirkan nya......duhai hati sabar lah kau mengharungi nya, duhai air mata menangislah sehingga mana kau mampu utk berhenti....Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku Ampun kan lah Dosa Hamba mu sekiranya aku yg berdosa & kau Ampunkan Dosa ke dua org tua ku seperti mana mereka mengampunkan Dosa Anak2 mereka.....

February

huhuhu Haluuu all their Gorgeous!!!!!!!!!

lately me & my Love go to survey The Bridal...

betapa teruja & Double Super Excited when go their meet the Wedding Planner....all in my head now what tema i Want,what will happen Still Don't know but can thing's go on my way??? huhuhu really excited huhuh mcm nie rs nya nak jd Raja Sehari kan...

walau beberapa bulan lagi but still need preperation so X kelang Kabut....Hope everthing going Smoothly & All Happy on my Big Date, Thank's My Love for Alway's want to fill in the empty in heart!!! so Glad that I have U in my Life!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE U dear & U UUUUUUUUU............