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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Kecelaruan HATI & FIKIRAN ~


hai dear.....
lately Dont know how to story....since my future father in law passed away...
i been stayed at the house, just yesterday night chit chat with future mother in law...
sekali dia terlps ckp da......tiba-tiba kan.....dup dap tersentap me Dear.....
dia Xbrape suka kalau anak laki yg num 2 mintak transfer ke kuching atas alasan sbb isteri kpd anak lelaki num2 mak mertua td adik ipar my tunang lah kiranya.....suka berjalan2 kdg her kakak akan dtg bwk g jln with her Son, my future in law Xsuka org Xreti duk umah berjln Xingat tggjwb di umah.....then really tersentap I tau....mendgr nya.....maybe next time my turn to be complen like that kan kan kan kan kan......
suddenlly on that night me asyik pk, if blkg my Sis in law blh ckp Xsuka mcm tu then Xmustahil suatu hari dia akan judge mek like that also......then i terpk I don't wannna to stay at my Parents in Law house...How COme.....kejam plak bunyi nya....haduh tp smp bila nak mkn hati kan...
ikt kan hati blh mati....apa boleh ku buat SABAR SABAR SABAR SABAR........
ada rasa hati cancel kan sj everthing that have been planned....my Wedding.....haduh br bertunang aku dah menghadapi real perangai org dlm umah nie kalau dah jd org dlm umah mertua nie betul2 nanti haduh silap hari bulan maybe blh jd Gila hantar ke Hospital Bahagia @ Hospital Sentosa bt.7 haduyai.......haduh Ya ALLAH patutkah aku teruskan segala perancangan perkawinan yg sudah di rancang utk di langsung kan.....sanggup kah aku menghadapi nya kuat kah aku???hanya TUHAN YG MAHA ESA yang tahu.....apa-apa pun Sabar ok LISA, ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI, MAHA MENDENGAR, MAHA MENGASIHANI.....

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