Women Talk a Bad story behind each other ~

halu Dear....finally new month come again...November come until December oh no soon me will become A Wife.....Mdm.Lisa?? oh no HARUS kah?? hehehhe stil want to call with tittle Miss Lisa heheheh whatever lah kan heheheh.........this afternoon after lunch, getting a New gossip from my colleague about their gossip among them huhhuhuhu.....besalah perempuan....

dulu pernah kerja dgn semua staff perempuan pembawakan mulut dr A ke Z cita dgn si X mcm nie, konon Si Y ada mengata Si P tp Si W plak bwk cita ke merata tempat kwsn ofis....then sapa yg HARUS di percayai, then me malas nak msk campur msk telinga kanan kuar balik telinga kiri.....Don't want to involve ^_^ better make my own work kan kan kan....

entah why lah among perempuan mesti ada jer nak bergossip...

paling sedih yg senior plak tu mengata mcm2 pasal pekerja junior.....mcm nie ker nak tunjuk contoh dgn C Junior?? how Come???? mmg Xpdt nak jd contoh lah kalau mcm tu kan......lain ckp dpn lain ckp belakang kan kan kan then org mcm nie jgn di rapat sgt & not tooo close & never ever be friend with people like that U know....

ok....Dear......ok then want to continue play the Cityville.....

See U when U see me ~ CHow SIn CHow.......

Kecelaruan HATI & FIKIRAN ~

hai dear.....

lately Dont know how to story....since my future father in law passed away...

i been stayed at the house, just yesterday night chit chat with future mother in law...

sekali dia terlps ckp da......tiba-tiba kan.....dup dap tersentap me Dear.....

dia Xbrape suka kalau anak laki yg num 2 mintak transfer ke kuching atas alasan sbb isteri kpd anak lelaki num2 mak mertua td adik ipar my tunang lah kiranya.....suka berjalan2 kdg her kakak akan dtg bwk g jln with her Son, my future in law Xsuka org Xreti duk umah berjln Xingat tggjwb di umah.....then really tersentap I tau....mendgr nya.....maybe next time my turn to be complen like that kan kan kan kan kan......

suddenlly on that night me asyik pk, if blkg my Sis in law blh ckp Xsuka mcm tu then Xmustahil suatu hari dia akan judge mek like that also......then i terpk I don't wannna to stay at my Parents in Law house...How COme.....kejam plak bunyi nya....haduh tp smp bila nak mkn hati kan...

ikt kan hati blh mati....apa boleh ku buat SABAR SABAR SABAR SABAR........

ada rasa hati cancel kan sj everthing that have been planned....my Wedding.....haduh br bertunang aku dah menghadapi real perangai org dlm umah nie kalau dah jd org dlm umah mertua nie betul2 nanti haduh silap hari bulan maybe blh jd Gila hantar ke Hospital Bahagia @ Hospital Sentosa bt.7 haduyai.......haduh Ya ALLAH patutkah aku teruskan segala perancangan perkawinan yg sudah di rancang utk di langsung kan.....sanggup kah aku menghadapi nya kuat kah aku???hanya TUHAN YG MAHA ESA yang tahu.....apa-apa pun Sabar ok LISA, ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI, MAHA MENDENGAR, MAHA MENGASIHANI.....

sadness & hapeness

haloooooooooooo dear..... Long time not update...

latelly not feel very good somthing bad happen to me to My in law parents....

my future Father in law was gone leaving us.....

haduh dugaan apakah yg melanda nasib Hamba mu ini ya Allah....

br diri ku menagalami krisis ekonomi dgn family sediri.....tiba ms excited mahu menguruskan segala persiapan Majlis kahwin mcm2 dugaan dtg menimpa....

kalau pk2 kalau X kuat iman X berpikir positif boleh gila g Hospital Bahagia bt.7 dah aku kali...

haiaya........my Family lg lah dah tahu i tgh budget2 mahu kawen bkn I kawen guna duit dia org pun....Xmahu menyusahkan mereka sesen pun tp malah dia org push lagi mahu mintak tlg ini tlg itu.....dah di tunaikan mintak betis besar gajah plak....

haduh di mana salah aku sebagai anak apabila family tdk tahu bersyukur dgn segala pergorbanan ku telah beri kuar dgn hasil titik peluh ku.....malah mereka mengukit segala2 nya....

haduh......this is really Bad for me Dear.... How come....

dahlah sana sini org menghasut jgn kawen dulu Bakal bapak mertua br jer meninggal X baik....

sudah ku khabar kan dgn bakal mak mertua tangguh kan saja Majlis jika mahu...tp bakal mak mertua ku berkeras mahu teruskan memandangkan bakal bapak mertus ku sudah excited mahu menyediakan segala kelengkapan.....haduyai......How come??? but i hate someone yg suka menghasut berik kata2 negatif yg bukan2....but believe me still now I just feel like still day dreaming for what had happen to my future family in law.....haduh How Come setiap kita di Dunia pasti akan pergi one day kan only Allah dag tentukan hiduo mati semua Umat nya bila2 masa.....betapa besarnya kekuasaan Alllah......for my future undertaking I hope everthing will be happy ending.....Amin.......Insyallahhhhhh

Exciting ????

hai Dear...

long time not mencoret disini......latelly feeling wanna to cry,

now i'm not excititng with my preparation wedding....kalau boleh nak batal batal jer lh...

malas dah nak pk.....hubungan jarak jauh mmg byk dugaan & terlalu.....sakit hati pun ada & banyak makan hati & terlalu banyak menangis (Who Will Know??) while I'm Driving use spec hitam nangis puas2 mengenang nasib diri uhuhuhuhuh how come kan kan kan....

kalau nak kawen jgn lah cari org jauh kalau X kuat mental & Emotional uhuhhuh mmg nak nangis aje haduh How Come......

terlalu sedih utk di kenang terlalu sakit hati bila diri terasa kdg2 terabai..

br bertunang blum lagi jd Bini kan kan lelaki ssh kah nak memahami hati perempaun????

bila perempuan ckp tidak @ No is mean yes & ya actually.....plz lah paham lah skit hati perempuan mcm mana......if Ur girl very Curios & caring abaout U, why not do the same......hurm mmg btul lah time couple semua indah tp bila hampir nak jd hak milik perlukah semua perlukan pergertian??

hai nak menangis pun Xda siapa yg dpt pujuk.....diri sendiri jugak kan kan kan ....

tenangkan hati dengan mengadu dgn Tuhan lagi bagus kekasih paling agung adalah Tuhan yg mencipta kita lg bagus kan kan kan kan....

uhuhuh JeleSSSSSSS??????

Hai Dear.....

Long time haven't Writen in here huhuhuh been bz latelly with life heeheh.....

apakah???? hohoh tomorrow i will attend my Colleague Wedding....... i am jeles??a bit lah.....but nothing to worried ok Lisa....my Big Day will come soon me just wait this end of the year.........I will be A Princess hehehehe this year so many people around me getting married including myself hehehe but don't U think with the Title Married is that just a tittle @ really having responsible with it??? I don't know somtimes when Ur friend getting married so U being jeles U ask Ur Boyfriend @ girlfriend being Engaged @ Married......Married not just it's becoz Ur friend going to be Married @ Engaged so U have to be tooo.....arhhhhhhhh what a pity thinker kan kan kan kan.....especially girl when their frenz getting married she will ask her Boyfriend "Dear my bFF will Engaged Next Week so when will be Ours day??" so the Man become annoyed about that, in serious relationship must tolerant with our economic right now everthing getting Expensive so must statrting to plan every single so detail....cannot being so in hurry slow slow row row Ur boat hehehhheeh.....haiya actlly same goes to me ok, being relax Everthing's will going ok!!!!!! CHiLLLL..........

Chaiyok Chaiyok Chaiyok......

halllu their..........
just a few week not go to aerobik my weight so arrrrrrrrrrrrr cannot say anything....
nait mendadak siuttttt haiyo mcm mana mauk jd pengantin mcm nie this Coming December....
sungguh diri ku binggung jd nya....
perut mcm dah semakin Boroi...bak kata kwn ku mcm perempuan dah mengandung 4 bulan haduh sedih sungguh mendgr nya...
time sesak nak kurus nie & Xlame lg nak jd Pengantin Baru HARUS diri ku menurunkan berat badan seboleh yg mungkin....hhohohoh Chaiyok Chaiyok.....
nanti Baju pengantin ku sendat Xmuat malu nya nak jd Pengantin How COme.....tell me.....
har whatever kan...tp nevermind my ketinggian still mencapai normal BMI oklah tu kan kan kan kan kan.....so now control makan & exercise more with Aerobik yeah yeah yeah.....
but 1 thing thath i will always know....no matter what shape i look...My darling will always LOve me coz I'll never doubt to Love Him more then ever he do....

LIfe Is Short so Just Have Fun with It ~

haluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Dear...........

so long not update being bz dating heheheheh.........

wake up in so earlly in this Saturday Morning just heard sad New's from my auntie.....

our relatived already passed away....how shock i'm hearing that, he is not too old but life can be short right even how old are U, when God want to take Ur beautiful Life automatically will end if the destiny had writen huhuhuhu......what make me more sad my uncle (my Dad cousin) just a few month ago mu mum & his Mum was Exciting talking about their own Child getting married.....as Uolss know me with My Fiancee planning getting married this end of year, & my cousin who had passed away palnning want to getting married earlier next year....huhuhuh i can't imagine his Love can depend this worse situation............been lost of her Love for me totally not ready for that.....haduyai how life can be short & our Life is Unpredictable kan kan kan kan.....hurm ok dear....see you when U see me.....Adios Amigos Chow Sin Chow.....