Syiok mahu jd mcm Beliau ~ No Way ~

halu dear....

br hbs layan cita Twilight Breaking Dawn part 1 ptg tdk...

so best & so Layan wor.... tp tgh best layan blh plak org sebelah me & my Fiance berkising rs mcm budak sekolah jer rs nyer.....org tgk wayang best2 dia org sebelah buat wayang sendiri plak dlm panggung wyg apakah itu?? haiya budak2 sekolah zmn sikalang wor...kalau time sy msh sekolah dulu jgn kata nak g tgk wayang dgn kawan.....nak couple pun tkt2 sbb mak akan buat sportcek tiap2 pg & tiap mlm......How Come....tp lupakan cita tu but I really enjoy tgk Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 1......i wannna be like Her huhuhuh but cannot reality life not good being like that....it's only a story Love romantic story.......

Should I @ Should not???

haluu Dear..

at the ofis been bz since with the 5S, many course to attend many meeting to attend also...

haiyo..........mengalah PM bunyi kan hahhaha pdhal kerja relax jer pun hahhahaha, lately 1 of my colleague alway's said the same thing i heard this few day's.....naik boring plak dgr babe....

"" Diet lah lagi X elok pengantin gemuk sgt......" gemuk ke aku??? berat pun X smp 60kg bawah 60kg jer pun malah now trun becoming 55kg usaha tangga kejayaan kan.....actually dia jeles kot sbb time dia kawen dulu2 kala badan dia gemuk kot sbb tu skrg lg berisi mcm cheese kek....

whatever do The Bride must look thin & skinnny???

for me pengantin HARUS ada seri wajah......now i feel ok my shape body X gemuk & Xkurus sgt...

my becoming still dpt angkat maybe hehheheh coz sesuai dgn ketinggian me 160cm, coz pernah sekali derma darah the nurse said Ur BMI ok sesuai dgn ketinggian gula & kolestrol pun ok X tinggi....

then jgn2 kakak Poret tu yg truk sj nak sakit kan hati cakap ko makin berisi....well i don't care Ur mouth want to say what U know.......for me asa long i'm not get any sickness & Live Hapilly ever after with family around me.....yg dia kata jgn rapat sgt dgn bakal mertua nanti dia dpn kita jer baik tp blkg dia mengata balik.....then How Come U hasut people like me yg baru nak melangkah ke alam berumahtangga very soon like that saja nak buat me think that every mak mertua mcm mak mertua dia ker????
I think my mother In Law is the best ever mother in this world, my own Mum & my Mother in law both of them i love So Much.....thier theat me so Loving like their owh life hehhehhehhe maybe she want my life like her???? Owh sori......for if I LOve Him then i will stick with him only no skandal behind my hubbby even many year's had married? How come want to try another man for skandal??? if Ur hubby know X ker luluh hati si suami?? haiiiiiiiiiiii sungguh X paham golongan hampir ke usia senja nie makin menajdi jer....anak dah bujang besar tp msh nak berboyfriend?? How come....nauzubilllah mintak jauh lah sifat sedimikian sendiri dah besar dpt berpk bak kata Nabil Raja Lawak "LU PIKIR LAH SENDIRIAN BHD" hahhaha tambahan Sdn > Bhd heheheheh...............oklah wanna to sambung main cityville.....C U When U C me....

Women Talk a Bad story behind each other ~

halu Dear....finally new month come again...November come until December oh no soon me will become A Wife.....Mdm.Lisa?? oh no HARUS kah?? hehehhe stil want to call with tittle Miss Lisa heheheh whatever lah kan heheheh.........this afternoon after lunch, getting a New gossip from my colleague about their gossip among them huhhuhuhu.....besalah perempuan....

dulu pernah kerja dgn semua staff perempuan pembawakan mulut dr A ke Z cita dgn si X mcm nie, konon Si Y ada mengata Si P tp Si W plak bwk cita ke merata tempat kwsn ofis....then sapa yg HARUS di percayai, then me malas nak msk campur msk telinga kanan kuar balik telinga kiri.....Don't want to involve ^_^ better make my own work kan kan kan....

entah why lah among perempuan mesti ada jer nak bergossip...

paling sedih yg senior plak tu mengata mcm2 pasal pekerja junior.....mcm nie ker nak tunjuk contoh dgn C Junior?? how Come???? mmg Xpdt nak jd contoh lah kalau mcm tu kan......lain ckp dpn lain ckp belakang kan kan kan then org mcm nie jgn di rapat sgt & not tooo close & never ever be friend with people like that U know....

ok....Dear......ok then want to continue play the Cityville.....

See U when U see me ~ CHow SIn CHow.......

Kecelaruan HATI & FIKIRAN ~

hai dear.....

lately Dont know how to story....since my future father in law passed away...

i been stayed at the house, just yesterday night chit chat with future mother in law...

sekali dia terlps ckp da......tiba-tiba kan.....dup dap tersentap me Dear.....

dia Xbrape suka kalau anak laki yg num 2 mintak transfer ke kuching atas alasan sbb isteri kpd anak lelaki num2 mak mertua td adik ipar my tunang lah kiranya.....suka berjalan2 kdg her kakak akan dtg bwk g jln with her Son, my future in law Xsuka org Xreti duk umah berjln Xingat tggjwb di umah.....then really tersentap I tau....mendgr nya.....maybe next time my turn to be complen like that kan kan kan kan kan......

suddenlly on that night me asyik pk, if blkg my Sis in law blh ckp Xsuka mcm tu then Xmustahil suatu hari dia akan judge mek like that also......then i terpk I don't wannna to stay at my Parents in Law house...How COme.....kejam plak bunyi nya....haduh tp smp bila nak mkn hati kan...

ikt kan hati blh mati....apa boleh ku buat SABAR SABAR SABAR SABAR........

ada rasa hati cancel kan sj everthing that have been planned....my Wedding.....haduh br bertunang aku dah menghadapi real perangai org dlm umah nie kalau dah jd org dlm umah mertua nie betul2 nanti haduh silap hari bulan maybe blh jd Gila hantar ke Hospital Bahagia @ Hospital Sentosa bt.7 haduyai.......haduh Ya ALLAH patutkah aku teruskan segala perancangan perkawinan yg sudah di rancang utk di langsung kan.....sanggup kah aku menghadapi nya kuat kah aku???hanya TUHAN YG MAHA ESA yang tahu.....apa-apa pun Sabar ok LISA, ALLAH MAHA MENGETAHUI, MAHA MENDENGAR, MAHA MENGASIHANI.....

sadness & hapeness

haloooooooooooo dear..... Long time not update...

latelly not feel very good somthing bad happen to me to My in law parents....

my future Father in law was gone leaving us.....

haduh dugaan apakah yg melanda nasib Hamba mu ini ya Allah....

br diri ku menagalami krisis ekonomi dgn family sediri.....tiba ms excited mahu menguruskan segala persiapan Majlis kahwin mcm2 dugaan dtg menimpa....

kalau pk2 kalau X kuat iman X berpikir positif boleh gila g Hospital Bahagia bt.7 dah aku kali...

haiaya........my Family lg lah dah tahu i tgh budget2 mahu kawen bkn I kawen guna duit dia org pun....Xmahu menyusahkan mereka sesen pun tp malah dia org push lagi mahu mintak tlg ini tlg itu.....dah di tunaikan mintak betis besar gajah plak....

haduh di mana salah aku sebagai anak apabila family tdk tahu bersyukur dgn segala pergorbanan ku telah beri kuar dgn hasil titik peluh ku.....malah mereka mengukit segala2 nya....

haduh......this is really Bad for me Dear.... How come....

dahlah sana sini org menghasut jgn kawen dulu Bakal bapak mertua br jer meninggal X baik....

sudah ku khabar kan dgn bakal mak mertua tangguh kan saja Majlis jika mahu...tp bakal mak mertua ku berkeras mahu teruskan memandangkan bakal bapak mertus ku sudah excited mahu menyediakan segala kelengkapan.....haduyai......How come??? but i hate someone yg suka menghasut berik kata2 negatif yg bukan2....but believe me still now I just feel like still day dreaming for what had happen to my future family in law.....haduh How Come setiap kita di Dunia pasti akan pergi one day kan only Allah dag tentukan hiduo mati semua Umat nya bila2 masa.....betapa besarnya kekuasaan Alllah......for my future undertaking I hope everthing will be happy ending.....Amin.......Insyallahhhhhh

Exciting ????

hai Dear...

long time not mencoret disini......latelly feeling wanna to cry,

now i'm not excititng with my preparation wedding....kalau boleh nak batal batal jer lh...

malas dah nak pk.....hubungan jarak jauh mmg byk dugaan & terlalu.....sakit hati pun ada & banyak makan hati & terlalu banyak menangis (Who Will Know??) while I'm Driving use spec hitam nangis puas2 mengenang nasib diri uhuhuhuhuh how come kan kan kan....

kalau nak kawen jgn lah cari org jauh kalau X kuat mental & Emotional uhuhhuh mmg nak nangis aje haduh How Come......

terlalu sedih utk di kenang terlalu sakit hati bila diri terasa kdg2 terabai..

br bertunang blum lagi jd Bini kan kan lelaki ssh kah nak memahami hati perempaun????

bila perempuan ckp tidak @ No is mean yes & ya actually.....plz lah paham lah skit hati perempuan mcm mana......if Ur girl very Curios & caring abaout U, why not do the same......hurm mmg btul lah time couple semua indah tp bila hampir nak jd hak milik perlukah semua perlukan pergertian??

hai nak menangis pun Xda siapa yg dpt pujuk.....diri sendiri jugak kan kan kan ....

tenangkan hati dengan mengadu dgn Tuhan lagi bagus kekasih paling agung adalah Tuhan yg mencipta kita lg bagus kan kan kan kan....

uhuhuh JeleSSSSSSS??????

Hai Dear.....

Long time haven't Writen in here huhuhuh been bz latelly with life heeheh.....

apakah???? hohoh tomorrow i will attend my Colleague Wedding....... i am jeles??a bit lah.....but nothing to worried ok Lisa....my Big Day will come soon me just wait this end of the year.........I will be A Princess hehehehe this year so many people around me getting married including myself hehehe but don't U think with the Title Married is that just a tittle @ really having responsible with it??? I don't know somtimes when Ur friend getting married so U being jeles U ask Ur Boyfriend @ girlfriend being Engaged @ Married......Married not just it's becoz Ur friend going to be Married @ Engaged so U have to be tooo.....arhhhhhhhh what a pity thinker kan kan kan kan.....especially girl when their frenz getting married she will ask her Boyfriend "Dear my bFF will Engaged Next Week so when will be Ours day??" so the Man become annoyed about that, in serious relationship must tolerant with our economic right now everthing getting Expensive so must statrting to plan every single so detail....cannot being so in hurry slow slow row row Ur boat hehehhheeh.....haiya actlly same goes to me ok, being relax Everthing's will going ok!!!!!! CHiLLLL..........