Finally New Year Come!!!!!!!!!

Greeting Holaaaaaaaaa.............

Haduyai what happen to my life since Jan 2010 until today 31 Dec 2010.....a lot of worse then happier....haiyo....my family,my Finances,my work.......so terrible for Elisawati Binti Efindi..

No Body know's what inside me,I just keep deep in my heart....hurm people alway's want to point their finger on you but are their to good to be true?? so hah Who their think their are was??? I wish can just snap my finger then everthing just follow what I want....everthing just in my finger.......if it will happen,but it will & never ever will happen.....hohohoho......

anyway Happy New Year All Reader's & Blogger.....

My Own Heart!!!!!

Haluuu People......assalamualaikum & Good Day Dear....

Hurm today br nak update seen been Krisis dgn diri sendiri....bermasalah kah aku?? what? entah hahhahaha maybe.....mcm berlaku dgn Miss Lisa latelly.....

lain masalah Kewangan , keluarga , relationship dgn yg tersyg lagi.....huhuhh nampak ok cool tp sebenarnya Redaliti dunia ku siapa yg tahu siapa yang sanggup alaminya....

but..............I Still Gratefull walau mcm mana dugaan dtg & pergi,I still Can Handle it with all people who Love me.....ada lagi org susah dari kita kan walau kita tinggal di tempat yang masih lagi memberi kita ruang untuk bernafas,ketawa,nangis,marah that's was a normal thing....

one thing can make U feel better then ever is just pray to your God, for Muslim Just solat 5 waktu & tenangkan diri dgn membaca Al-QUran jangan biarkan syaitan menguasai perasaan diri.....so People dari mana kita datang kepada dia juga kita akan pergi.....huhuuu.........

ok See U when U See me......

A New Day ~ A New Hope ~ A New beginning

Assalamualaikum..........Hi there.... finally A new day has come.......bg umat Islam ini adalh permualaan perjuangan kita semua... then kita harus mengerjakan apa yg di telah di tetapkan ok people.... oh I tell U what,hari2 pagi pergi kergi kerja balik kerja hari2 rutin yg sama so mcm No Ambition U know, starting from now I Must planing my Wedding Plan , My Family Future Planning.... If nak pkkan pasal duit mmg boleh giler.....duit sapa2 pun Xkan cukup duit even Raja pun walau Xpernah pegang cash hanya main arah jer masih risau harta nyer mcm mane.....ini kan plak kita rakyat biasa...kita rakyat biasa ada ker Harta???? me??? ada.......My biggest harta is My Family... & still Num 1 in my list is My Mohamad Najib Bin Ulis........

who know's being me is not easy wah mcm artis .....artis ker?? huhuhuhu apakahh???
huuh tomorrow Holiday but feel like want to Holiday 1 week but it's ok 1 week from now
my Love will come back kuching ohh how I cannnot wait for that day come faster.....
sometimes feel like jealous me not like other people know how to drees up & make up....honestly I don't like make up.....i hate to over make up.....i'm just a simple girl that not need to put anything on my face just A Lip Gloss it's to enough for me actually....huh I dont Like maskara , eyeshadow @ what's ever that sound make up but I will take care my diet before i'm getting maried soon.....trust me I will.......huhuhuh oklah sound like Blah Blah Blah.... got to go See U when U see me darl....Daaaaaaaaa.........

Saturday Journey To Kampung Ayah~~~

Morning people.....

finally Saturday has come....can't wait my Love going back this 18 Dec....

now is counting the day....just last night Ayah said want to go back Kampung to visit Nek Yak & Nek Nie....huhuhuh how I wish My Love can follow also coz i feel very very lazy to driving & really feel sleepy.....huhuhuh tomorrow Journey to Damai Puri...

I awake early also today coz my Sis wake me....but my Brother still sleep haiyo.....

speaking London plak doh.....

haaaaaa I got story about C k****P .......semalam me send something that my Future Mother in Law krm salam sama beliau,then she just say sori coz know me "small Heart" hahhahha kecik hati baout His new friend & not invite me also last minute asking she going anywhere.....huhuhuh.........i'm not it, i think she can know what I feel about that....hhhahha Guilty menghantui......but it only small matter what goes around come around.....huhuhhuhu....

boring betul duk kerja di company me kerja now...just a few day I ada interview as Clerk with Goverment hope & will Be I got the Oppurtinity to get the Job.....huhuh ok people Adiyos Amigos....CHow Sin CHow.....

DO You Believe

halu People......

hehheh tgh melayan cite Castle....do you belive in The Curse..........

huhuh tgh melyn cite yg really menarik minat me from anything..........

huhu I realy adore with this actror & actress......Castle & Beckett...

what a succesfull case their handle.....I Like.....today episod got many but 1 that I Like "The Curse Of Mumia"....hhuhh best this story UoLLs must watch U know....

but only in chanel Star Wolrd C711 Astro....

hheheheheh...........ok See U when U see me.... so then ejnjoy the show....

I'm Not Sad anymore!!!!

haiiiiiiiiii...............
di mulakan dgn keluhan, Xbersyukur plak kan.....
just this morning g Bank nak ambik duit so kluar alone....
then frust gaji bllum msk....sedih btul harap nak g tgk wayang ladies night mlm tok!!!!!!!
haiyo then after balik bertemu dgn C Kuncup & The Geng Baru nya......dulu bukan main aku lah tempat menumpang pergi & balik but now....i Don't what to say & how To descripe my situation...@ Miss Comunication......
@ boring being freind with me......dulu berckp sampai Xsdr jam dah pkul 2...
but now I feel like stranger...giler stranger.....
salah besar kah aku di perlaku sebegini mcm I'm not exit.....
she might got a lot of reason but she never told me anything so...
so how can accept that so.....no sound actually....helllooooo i'm a Doll @ Barbie Dolll hahhahah
Just remeber 1 thing U will paid for what have U did......
sori If anybody terasa............just want to share,even my tears has no more to shown....just a small heart to broke bak kata Maher Zain "INSYALLAH U"LL FIND U"LL WAY".....

Sabar lah Duhai Hati

latelly our relationship asyik mahu berperang but not Najib yg start it's alway's me....
huhuhuhu boring being so far far awal like this....
but if alway's eye's to eye's i can became bored also....kdg pk2 akan terjd kah sebuah family yg both of we idamkan....hurmmmmmmmmmm i wish so....
but Najib alway's say "sabar I will never let nobody to take U from me".....U Belong to me.....the word can make me at least confident with our relationship.......
at least.......being in relationship that so far far away mmg byk dugaan & cobaan......
But I Know Our weding day will come......we will became 1 big family.....
& Hapilly Ever After......To My Najib I Love U So Much & Really Miss U So Much!!!!!!!

Cobaan @ Dugaan ???

assalamulaikum....& Have A Nice day today...



hai....lately my world getting worse....

people around me some of them Ignore me that I'm still Exit in this world...what?? Helllo....

I hate people treat me like that...when I smile to the people them seem don't know how to smile back.....am i smile like clown @ what?? I really hate this type of people....

hurgggggggggg what a disaster people like that.....

& 1 thing..... Just a few day.....someone Ignore me...try utk meminggir kewujudan people like me disisi...so what to do,baeklah maybe that type of person will come to me when they need me.......then when they not need me??? they just through me away far far away.....hurgh........

I wish I have a power so thatt I can Curse them become a stone @ Lizzard hahhahahah I wish to...

but it just a nightmare i think......so when the problem become "Cobaan" who else i can share with of coz my Love Najib.....oh God really appreciate my Love Much,he alway's there when i realy need alway's & alway's......hurm so I try to make my life simple as usual just take the "Cobaan" as a small like ant's.....hahhahahha try to Smile & Smile....I still have a lot frenz out there even some people ignore me.....perhap's I still have my Love Mohamad Najib.....Love U so much My Dear Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!

diri ku

kdg2 kalau di pk2 kan.....
kenapa ya aku tkt dengan alam perkahwinan........
bila di tanya kwn2 @ saudara terdekat..."bila mahu kahwin"
hai ku jwb "eui mengerunkan"
entahlah aku pun Xtahu nak descripe mcm mana...
kalau blum bersedia kenapa Najib ajak bertunang aku setuju????
jawapan nya hanya ada pada aku........
kdg mcm tipu diri sendiri...tapi sungguh aku bersyukur di pertemukan dgn Najib yg amat bersabar dgn karenah ku yg pelik2.......
sabar yer....
sampai seru akan terlaksana jua majlis ku nanti cuma msh mencari kepastian dalam dunia baru berumah tangga.......................
bila sudah bergelar isteri Najib tiada lah lagi untuk diriku untuk ber enjoy-enjoy dgn kwn2 yg lain...
hidup ku hanya untuk keluarga.....
hermmmmm...........terlalu byk perancangan yg aku mahu laksanakan....
sambung study lagi...kawen???
entah bila...bila sampai masa adalah tu kot.....